This blog started six years ago because at the time I was starting a new liquid diet and wanted a public spot to talk about it outside of my other we presences. In other words I was too lazy to setup WordPress.
I came to a crossroads this week, frustrated by weight gain over my last year of inactivity and wanted a jumpstart. I heavily considered going back on said liquid diet, my mind seemingly made up. Then it wasn't.
To Fix This I need to fix the root of the problem. Simply put - every time I get off the bike and eat processed or pre-prepared food I go downhill. Fast. I'm just not like everyone else for better or for worse. Just like alcohol, something inside of me just can't stay in control. So I, after all this time, need to learn.
I also need to remember that the bike is sanity, goodness, saving, and grace wrapped into one.
When I drive to work, even after doing it consistently for a time, it feels weird. When I ride, regardless of pain or what have you, it feels right.
I like that feeling. I need a billboard in front of my face reminding me of it.
